Sunday, 1 April 2012

APRIL-1,what's special about this day?Fool's day-Absolutely true.The day began with short dreams that how will i be after 5 years.The only thing i fear in his world is about my future.I was busy solving problems on the online forums.Pretty time consuming  and useless job that one can ever do.I was envisaging that i will keep my parents in royal posture that they can ever think off.But ,no one was there to prod me to get a successful life.The purview of what i  do is of no extent.It was 3'o clock and we have a plan to go to 'I-PLANET'.We do go there.People,especially who are affluent was present and the ecstasy of their level of living made me to burst into tears.I did not express it.It was even shocking when i heard that a 'mac-book' costs around Rs.1,45,000 that was the awful thing i have ever heard.That's true.It is one four five triple zero.Its was raucous for me ,when my fathers annual income doesn't even exceed 1,40,000.It is a strong denigration that one can ever get.It was wonderful to see when parents bought I-PADS,I-PHONES etc for their children.What i can do is to simply quote,"Remember my face!.My dad doesn't have income to buy this,but when i start earning i will get this for sure".Good bye!.We stepped out of i-planet and frivolous.I lost two twenty rupee notes in the bus my heart was broken by knowing this.And i have no other money to get back home.Pravin lented me 2-Five rupee coin and i grabbed a NO.25 bus and reached home safe.I can't blame him,we both were not that much affluent enough.But,we were consistent day dreamers for sure."People with money should dream for high level notebooks or apple products".This is how most of the middle-class children live their day to day life.The ambit of future generation is unanswerable and makes them to persuade even their passions.There are people who fritter  most of their time in social networks,but for we people its harder for us to afford 6000 bucks to take a programming course.There was a schism between my heart and my brain whether to follow my passion or to quit my passion.The dilemma still exists.I never wondered my condition will worsen than before.The inner lying feelings makes one to commit suicides,but i'm not this type...My friends and relatives  were spending all their weekends in malls,trekking etc.I can't do this due to my burning desire.At the end,having money people's attitude and mentality can be imitated but my real feelings and problems is a blind ignorance to people.Sorry i cannot continue further,"Heart is too small but feelings is too big,brain is little smaller but thinking is as big as sky".That's i can blabber.One day i will make the world to turn towards me and feel proud of my achievements.All i wanted to do in my life is to place my parents in royal posture.I don't want anything for myself."People who are crazy enough to change the world are the one's who do it".I failed 'n' times in life but i will surely succeed once in life.That is "REAL LIFE".
Conclusion:-"Every gets an opportunity to change their lifestyle,i too will get it soon and change the outlook of mine how the society looks me in this condition".I will prove!I WILL! :-)  

3 comments:

  1. Kudos! Very well written! I can definitely relate to you since I was in the same position as you are. And here's my take on all this. When you buy your I-pad with your own job, it makes it so much more worth than when your parents buy it for you. We just got to be a bit more patient. ;) good luck!

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    1. Thank you sir!."Your motivation will take me to higher places"

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  2. but an apple product is not worth for you're feelings lolz.. beleive me man.

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